when youre lost

 I didn't know the feeling of being tired until now; 
  I know my destination, the light at the end of the tunnel, like everyone else. 
but I have a bit of a situation, mine hasn't shown itself. 
 It's dark and quiet, lonely and cold the only dreams I get aren't dreamy at all. 
What is their to hope for when you've been stuck in a deep hole for as long as you've known?
I can keep telling myself what could happen, that I can get out on my own.
I'm weak,
starving,
it's funny,
not like a joke,
It's a lie, 
I know.


So enjoy you're carelessness, enjoy the people around you. because in a second, without making any wrongs the people around you could turn into a rough river that leads nowhere but away from yourself and anything you've ever, ever, known.

Wear your words

When you say it, I hear it. If you'd show it I'd see it. I once heard love in not a war but im starting to see that's all I'm fighting for. I also see that it's defeating me. Its pathetic that the most beautiful, most delicate flowers end up being stomped on but the vicious weeds seem to be all people see. I was blind to hear you say something you didn't show, if I would have been deaf could I have believed your feelings without hearing them? This tender sentence i fell victim to.... The people that use it as a weapon without knowing..and the lives it scars... Could this possibly just be a game?.. It might be to many but to me it's God's invention and the root of everyone's purpose.